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After reading through for the fifth time, face wiped clean of crumbs and frosting , I stepped outside on this first chilly morning at the lake.( I was about to add that all of your words lay softly around me like a warm fleece blanket, and I had no need for a coat, but that’s not true, down coat and hat). Dense fog slowly lifting in smokey curls, exposing misty blue gray waters vibrating with frothy white caps, hillsides draped in fiery reds, jeweled crimsons, sunflower (Sparkle-ing) golds and pumpkin orange, offset by deep emerald pines.

I breathe in the cold of the morning, lungs expanding, heart stretched wide with joy, making room for every last beautiful word. And wearing a huge smile that will last the entire day.

Adam , this is just a crazy, embarrassing and a wonderful honor. I can raise my hand and say, I received the most outrageously incredible birthday party. And you all showed up dressed in your best words. Suddenly I am not anonymous any more. I, I feel, exposed.

Since none of you are ‘just’ readers like me, I will tell what it is like to experience, you. I only read a select few in the world of Substack, and since I have excellent taste, each of you excel above and beyond this platform. I have a small window into your special rooms that are dear to you, where your craft lives. I can see you sitting in your favorite chairs, sometimes studying, doing the research, sometimes sitting with eyes closed waiting for the words to come , I can see when they do. I can feel your mood , always. I watch as you read and re-read , then finally, a finger hesitates, then presses send. And your glorious words; stories, prose and poems land at my door. Special delivery! as I figuratively race to my mailbox, greedily open the page and dive in.

I laugh with you, cry, grimace, delight, wonder, wander, walk with you across a cherished hill on a well-trodden path, sit in the back seat (not that I always trust your driving, sometimes I’m white knuckled back there), sing with you ( totally off tune), blast into space, dive into the sea , communicate with whales, delve into dark places, carefully explore different worlds, run away from porcelain cats, black sharp edged, shining rocks, on my knees watching gut wrenching truths play out turning into lost tales in turbulent waters, hanging on with one hand, taking to the air with her beating wings and heart, get high with you (no,no, legal in Vermont, but no) learn from you, nothing is mere coincidence, And always, always each of you deliver. You deliver your heart.

A birthday gift beyond measure, you have all refreshed my soul. I feel so full of life I’m going on an adventure today, swinging from tree branches, fly with the leaves, hop boulders, eat cake again. And that is just the plan for this morning.

Like all seasoned adventurers, normally I’d invite you along, but my pack would be too heavy and I am not sharing cake .

Today, I travel across an ocean, to France, the UK, Australia, then cross country to Oregon, and on down towards the city. One of you, I’m 11.11% sure of where you live, so I am sending a hug. And a shout out to the guy in Sweden walking deep in the woods with ‘the dog’.

Sending hugs and thank you to all of you. ‘See’ you soon, in my next, way too long comment.

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Ummm 💧🦗🦗💦🦗💦

Give me a minute💧💧

6:00am

need cake

a cold wash cloth on my face💧💦

I’ll be back 🥹🙈

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