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E.T. Allen's avatar

“The stranger in the stillness has taken my son, and I let him. I invited him in.”

Oof. Are you kidding me?? Sublime rawness

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Adam Nathan's avatar

It is really, really great to wake up to these comments. 🙏 I’m going to make my other comments directly on your funeral post.

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Claudine Notacat's avatar

I love reading these. You have a gift.

Are you on the Camino now, or are these delayed dispatches?

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Adam Nathan's avatar

Thank you so much. It is deeply gratifying to read any comment after posting my work. Yours has made my day. I will circle back and stare at your words more times than I'm ready to admit. :-) These are very much delayed dispatches. I walked the route in 2011. I wrote the manuscript directly afterwards.

I had two painful near-publishing misses that were painful to say the least. I could not get the manuscript over the line with several publishing houses. It went into my hurt-feelings drawer. Then I reread it a few years ago and thought I need to try one more time. I did. And during the pandemic there was yet another miss at publishing. This time I essentially gave up on having it out there. Back in the hurt-feelings drawer.

And then about four months ago, I decided it was ridiculous not to share it. Life is passing by. Somebody has to like it somewhere, and I thought I'll just post it (as I am now). It was a good choice I think. I love hearing when people connect with it. It is like being understood, or, closer, having my aspirational self understood.

That was a very long way of saying: "delayed dispatches."

I love that you get these. If there was a deep bow gratitude emoji, then I would put it here and surround it with hearts.

- Adam

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Claudine Notacat's avatar

I’m so glad you’re sharing it! It’s too good to languish unseen in a drawer. I feel lucky to have stumbled across this.

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