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Owl Green's avatar

Gorgeous. gorgeous. gorgeous. All of it. The way you so honestly describe your internal process when you're considering whether to risk being typecast as gay, without making excuses, and the way you didn't know what it would be like to later succeed in acting. The way you keep reminding us not to judge the milieu of this story by our 2024 standards (and I needed that). The way you cringe at your teenage self's probable lack of appropriate gratitude when you saw the director for the final time (and oh, I felt that).

I don't know how exactly you evoked it, but I saw and smelled and heard New York from visits made in my teenage years in the early 90s, when it was so much more colorful, and sharp, with lots of black shadows for contrast, and without all the sanitized, slick, glassy white surfaces of today. The grime and energy of it. How you reminded us Gen Xers what changes we pushed for. How things are materially better for folx now, though of course we still have a long ways to go. So good.

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Greg Glienna's avatar

Wonderful writing! You should write a book.

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